For the first time in all my working life I cried at work. Its real tough when you are constantly being compared and everyone compares.
Its tougher to change and opinion then to create 1...
I can only try my best to make things work and if they don't then maybe its really not for me. As much as I don't want to admit... I never been so depressed with work. Worse... no one will give me the chance to hear me out.