Starry Starry Night... Paint your platte Blue and Grey... Look out on a Summer's day... With eyes that knows the darkness of my soul...
Suddenly the lyrics just came to me. Weird as it is, I think I'm feeling as it reads.
Ask me why there's no one. Isn't it simple? No one came along to catch my eyes...
Scary to set a test for love?
Loving someone is a long term examination... Learning to handle different situations, working on the good relations, putting in effort to make things right, testing of your patience...
Musculine with the added touch of femininity... I like that.
With love not anywhere near, its more ideal to get in touch with work. Trying real hard to find the right way to not ruffle the feathers of my boss.
Tough as it may be, I'm not giving up yet. Though I may feel inferior to my colleague who seem to rub my boss the right way... I don't want to give up what I started. Though I get rigid and fickle clients, I don't want to surrender. Stubborn as it may seem... I want to start doing something right by making myself feel satisfied with what I'm doing.
Progression never comes without a fight. At least that what I believe.
In life, in love or in career, I never think it would be easy for me. God is fair I guess... I had an easy childhood and now I get to know the challenges that are due for completion.
For some reason, this entry has too much thoughts and too much emotions. Maybe my colleague is right. I tend to think faster then I can say... Hahaa!!!
Well, maybe no one will understand this entry but as Cindy says... a blog is a personal diary for her to remember her life. For me, its a place for me to put down my thoughts for the moment and laugh about it years later.
