Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Have you ever felt really bad after saying something? I couldn't sleep... with tears that burn...I have... I felt really mean. I admit I can get kinda mean sometimes with my words but yesterday was the first time I felt really mean. I felt that what I said really did make a scar. Even when it meant to be kidding...I finally understood how it felt to have to look, sound and talk like everything was fine and sunny when its really broken and cloudy inside...Have you even lose someone dear and regretted it? I have... its still a regret til now, something I can never say " I'm fine!" Its not fun to lose someone to the people up above, it always rips some part of your heart and soul out. I don't wanna lose anyone... Living Memories can be beautiful but not went you know you can only call them Memories of the dead... 遗憾是会呼吸的痛, 它流在血液中来回滚动, 后悔不贴心会痛, 恨不懂你会痛, 想见不能见最痛...
Dancing for U @ 10:54 AM!Y
