Saturday, October 06, 2007
Really Feeling the Stress now...Busy bee as usual but now with a feel added weight of stress.I dun have the time for much of anything nowadays... and with the obsession of " My Lucky Star", time is really running out. I really dun understand y pple are so hard to find nowadaes... Getting on my nerves! Anw, one of my lunch khaki has found a new job... Hapi for her! To tink that the pple in her dept rely on her so much and dun appreciate her efficiency, instead wat they do? " hey! She can do it fast! Let's all throw in the work to her and see when she will die from it!" ( Tis is hw i see it.)So I'm really glad she got herself a new job and a far beta pay n benefits. But she haven tender on tis side... hopefully she manage to get away "unharmed"...I haven been able to tok to MJ in a real long time... Heard from frens that she is doing well and have grown prettier! Really glad to hear tat... Guess she will be busy cos her skool have started... dunno if she will have time to listen to my grumblings...At times... I find i was missing someone in my life... then some times i would feel I wanna tok to a fren who connects more spirtually with me. But well, now I have so much trouble to tink about that I realise the tot of missing a certain person is slowly diminishing for my life. When you no longer feel much for the pple and the world around you... is that considered being unappreciative? When the only joy comes from having fun by urself... is that considered anti-social? I tink my clique might juz fall apart one of these daes. If emotions were something you knew you could never control, then why try controlling it in the first place? If you only knew what it means to truely love someone and not posses the person. If you knew wat it meant to be materialistic.Pple always do the same mistakes... even if the consequences were shown rite in your face. Pple still chose to jump in the exact mistake and wish n hope you get out unhurt, perfectly fine. We ain't living in a perfect world. Hopes and wishes ain't gonna happen in the snap of your fingers. Pray real hard...
Dancing for U @ 10:10 AM!Y
