Wednesday, October 31, 2007
I was about to go home when I came across the SPCA postcard...I went to the website to have a look cos i've been wanting to help out with the animals. I was looking thru the volunteer part and realise i cant help out much as mostly they require weekdaes or long hours commitment and tat is something i realli wish i had. I went thrut the animals up for adoption, and i seriously wonder... siberian husky! 3 of them! up for adoption! I mean not everyone can be tat fortunate to be proud owners of such dogs and here there are 3 left, abandon. Looking at the animals up for adoption, i can only say... humans are real jerks. Selfish jerks. Animals have lives, and they do have feelings in case the " all high and mighty " humans are so insensitive to notice.
We struggle everydae to live and complain about everything. But the animals juz want some love.
i realli feel very upset looking at all the animals. If i could, i would adopt them all and i would have enough love from them to last me centuries. But the fact is i cant...I really wish people can have more brains and responsibility towards life.
And if any kind soul would be such a dear ... dun mind extra love then do go adopt a cutie there...www.spca.org.sg
Dancing for U @ 2:02 PM!Y
Juz went for a jog @ my office CarpaRk...Bet almost everyone who noes me will go "HUH!!!"
Already then... the reasons...I would say the jog worked... for none of the reasons listed (-_-")
It juz made me realise how weak i have grown... Weird huh... to tink that i use to love playin in the outdoors alot...
Lets hope went i go home in awhile i will be able to shut my eyes...
Dancing for U @ 1:13 PM!Y
I was waiting for my colleague to come back from lunch so I could go... So i tot since I dun really wanna work... I wanna read MJ's blog... Haven been seeing it for awhile...
The entry dated October 16, 2007...
I'm glad I read it in office cos I would have cried if I read it alone with no one around me...
It evokes emotions.
It brings you to think... " can I actually do tat? " , " Can i bring myself to smile while my heart gets tore apart? " , " can I actually be only frens? "...
To think about it... I tink the leading female is really lucky to have a guy that loves her so...
On the other hand, if you tink abt it... how much of it is true to REALITY?
Dancing for U @ 1:00 PM!Y
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
I really wish i have the luxury of doing wat Sungie is doing...
Being having a hard time.... First had to handle my colleagues projects while she was on leave which was causing me to be in my black moods.
Then I had stomach flu... I swear I felt like i was gonna throw out my guts at a point. Ached all over. Slept for an entire dae with only the occasional times to wake up to throw up watever water left in me.
Yesterdae stayed home the whole dae, really didnt have much strength to do much. Besides i'm starting to have a liking to staying home.
Couldn't sleep last nite... Tot of someone... its such a deja vu cos its been a very long time since i've been like that. Been thinking of this person for daes alr but guess its finally eating me...
Seems like the person is leaving me... well it happened before, i should get use to it but...
I really do miss the person...
Well, hope after putting it down i can sleep tonite... i doubt it thou...
Dancing for U @ 9:49 AM!Y
Friday, October 12, 2007
ARGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY FEEL LIKE KILLING SOMEONE NOW! IN FACT I FEEL LIKE KILLING ALL THE STUPID PPLE WHO DID NOT TURN UP FOR MY BRIEFING! HOW IN THE HELL CAN YOU DECIDE TO COME AND THEN JUST BLOODY HELL DUN TURN UP AFTER THAT!
I REALLY FEELING FRUSTRATED AS YOU CAN SEE...
MY PROJECT IS TO START THIS SUNDAY AND TIL NOW I'M STILL SHORT OF MORE THAN 50 PPLE TO PARTICIPATE! I'M REALLY STRESSED OUT NOW... AND THE WORSE PART OF IT IS THAT I CANT SEEM TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT COS IF THE PPLE DUN TURN UP THEN THERE IS REALLY NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT.
NOW EVEN LISTENING TO MUSIC DUN HELP CALM ME DWN... I DUNNO WAT I CAN DO, AND ITS REALLY EATING ME INSIDE...
HAIZ...
Dancing for U @ 1:23 PM!Y
Saturday, October 06, 2007
Really Feeling the Stress now...Busy bee as usual but now with a feel added weight of stress.I dun have the time for much of anything nowadays... and with the obsession of " My Lucky Star", time is really running out. I really dun understand y pple are so hard to find nowadaes... Getting on my nerves! Anw, one of my lunch khaki has found a new job... Hapi for her! To tink that the pple in her dept rely on her so much and dun appreciate her efficiency, instead wat they do? " hey! She can do it fast! Let's all throw in the work to her and see when she will die from it!" ( Tis is hw i see it.)So I'm really glad she got herself a new job and a far beta pay n benefits. But she haven tender on tis side... hopefully she manage to get away "unharmed"...I haven been able to tok to MJ in a real long time... Heard from frens that she is doing well and have grown prettier! Really glad to hear tat... Guess she will be busy cos her skool have started... dunno if she will have time to listen to my grumblings...At times... I find i was missing someone in my life... then some times i would feel I wanna tok to a fren who connects more spirtually with me. But well, now I have so much trouble to tink about that I realise the tot of missing a certain person is slowly diminishing for my life. When you no longer feel much for the pple and the world around you... is that considered being unappreciative? When the only joy comes from having fun by urself... is that considered anti-social? I tink my clique might juz fall apart one of these daes. If emotions were something you knew you could never control, then why try controlling it in the first place? If you only knew what it means to truely love someone and not posses the person. If you knew wat it meant to be materialistic.Pple always do the same mistakes... even if the consequences were shown rite in your face. Pple still chose to jump in the exact mistake and wish n hope you get out unhurt, perfectly fine. We ain't living in a perfect world. Hopes and wishes ain't gonna happen in the snap of your fingers. Pray real hard...
Dancing for U @ 10:10 AM!Y
