I read Fish Blog... and I have to say I have a very strong notion to
burst out crying after reading her latest entry.
Thou I knew it long ago that she will be leaving soon,
I juz can't bring myself to face it that its really is coming.
And from her entry, I know she is more than ready to embrace her new life...I noe departure is part and puzzle of life but when there is no timeline and no clue, it juz seem too harsh.
I really duno how i can bear to not have her arnd.
A Letter dedicated to A Fren, A Mentor, A Listener, A Piece of my Life...
Started out as Strangers, spoken like a Fren.
Life is ever changing, times together were such a Bang.
With time, we grew closer.
Smiles and laughter. Pain and sadness. At times we quarrelled, at times we part for moments but
we never forget to give each other a hand whenever its needed. I would say I knew I could have ur shoulder to cry on and a back to carry me when i need it. You were there when I was upset and down and
I can't thank you enough for all of that.
You are the best Listener I ever had. A lady through and through. You would always sit there quiet and let me rant my complaints. You were always willing to listen even if you were feeling like a dread. You never turn anyone away even if it added to your stress. You were just a Listener who took away my pain.
And I love you for that.
We had trips together and lots of fun.
You are always the one that could make me smile.
You were like my Mentor who taught me of Life. Of the simple happiness, of the achievement we should have, of the connections of pple, of the sensitivities of pple at times. We were direct pple and you never fail to teach me, that even if we love someone, leaving maybe the best.
You scolded me many times and it hurts alot. But thinking back on it, I realise I learn. I learn to accept, I learn to aim, I learn to see... I
have no way of thanking you for the many lessons you taught me, only to try to always apply them went in need.
As we all got jobs, times were short. we could not have many memories taken and store. You were flying and busy with work. You had a goal to achieve and I just had to make do with time you had left. Your time were never enough cos everyone wanted a piece of you.
I am thankful that whenever I needed a Fren, you would be there. Thou we may be lost for words, and you feel uncomfortable. I tot I was happy to juz sit around you to hear of ur many dreams. You were inspirational and true a person.
You introduce me to many things. I was never disappointed. The food, the face mask, the places and the Band.
Thou we known each other for only a mere 3 years but
You really became part of my Life. Someone to talk to, to laugh with, to watch TV, to sing KTV, to club, to take pix with, to eat with, to drink with and juz being there as a Fren.
Time isn't waiting and so we all know. I want more memories before Fish leaves.
If You are free, let's go out. Let's go to the beach, to sing K, to eat teochew mui, take lots of pixs! Let's go every part of Singapore!
I LOVE THis LADY the MoSt!Once in A Life Time, Fly to The Stars...
