I hate That Stupid Telecommuncation Company!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm on a project as a Supervisor, doing surveys for a certain Telecommuncation Company @ their store. IT SUCK!!!!!!!!!

They are such hideous and vicious pple! They actually complaint abt me just because I sat @ their small sofa!!!!!!!!!

Ended up I had to stand around for 4 bloody hrs!!!!!

Todae I have to do the exact same thing again!!!!! Except this time I have to stand for Freaking 6 hrs...

God please send me a savivor....

Darling Fish have been working hard these daes...
" Muz take good care of urself okie! Fighting! "

" Learn to put Yourself in Someone else's Shoes... "

This is something alot of pple have told me thru my 21 years of living. I would say I still have not yet perfected that particular skill.
Wiser pple say its something I get better as I grow older. While others say I hopelessly incorrigable cos I'm just to insensitive to things and pple arnd me.
Well, I believe in both groups. I believe as I grow as I meet more and more wise pple, I'll eventually learn. I also believe I'm hopelessly insensitive and fuck care of any Tom, Dick and Harry. I'm also most insensitive to my surroundings and pple when I choose to. Call it Self-Centered or just Selfish, to me, its something everyone possess. It just a matter of how Self-Centered or how much of a goody-2-shoe the person want to be as a facade to cover what they are thinking inside.

A Reaction is Always Better than No Reaction at All.

A theory that suits me to a T.

You only Miss what you have went it Gone

A little something I learnt when I read ' Tuesday with Morris' and ' Five people you meet in Heaven' . And to say the fact, its most true. Almost everyone would be like that.
For me, I go a little step more extreme. I miss the pple who makes me happy. Leaves me memories. Make me feel at peace. Let me in on life itself. This pple can be constantly around me and I will still miss them alot.
And yet I'm not someone who expresses myself too well. I can love the person but the person will never think I do. I may miss the person but do nothing or just flare up. I may be angry with the person and I can still smile. I have long given up in hope of anyone understanding the weird ways I carry myself.

Just Be My Fren, and I'll Be Yours...Always

The mighty one above have given me a life full of interesting pple. These pple taught me to grow both Mentally and Emotionally. I learnt of the pple, many want to change me to be like them, many want to try to lead me along a road they think is meant and many give up when they tried both ways before. But there are the few who leave me to develop an individual character, leave me to walk my path but are always around to give me a firm grip on my arm to assure me, to advise me, to pull me out of mud holes...

I'm Little Miss PETTY...

I was angry on Fridae nite when I got a msg from a Fren saying she won't be miting me anymore on Sat as her other Fren was in the dumps. I hated being thrown off @ the last minute...

I actually had to plan my Sat accordingly so I could mit the time for miting her. Then when I got the msg, I was annoyed.

I told Jess and Fish the story.
Jess Reaction
"Take it easy, I knoe how its like. I dun lik it too if its like that. Its okie. Come my hse for dinner. Then we play mj or something. "
Fish Reaction
" If I already on my wae then the person tell me cannot make it, I'll get angry but if the person told me before hand then I guess juz go home loh. No big deal. U really very Xiao Qi leh! Like that oso angry! "

Hmmm... Semms like I had an over-reaction. I should juz take things easy. So next time when I do it to others, I would get Karma. No more petty actions!



On Fri went to Taboo w Jess n Fish. Learned 2 new games there. Hahaa! Fish is Queen for the game. Hahaa! Ren Bu Ke Mao Xiang... Dun see she innocent innocent. Scary.... Had a really fun time.

On the way back* share cab w Fish*, the cab uncle nearing my place did nt turn into my area carpark. So Fish told me to get dwn by the roadside to walk in. I actually did wat she said. She ltr msg me to say that the cab uncle was amazed that I actually listen to her. Hahaa! Beats me too?....



I saw this pix and I instantly fall in love with it... Looks so fimiliar.... Something most pple would have done as a kid. I'm still doing it sometimes...

I'm starting to get a little stressed up with work...



Lollipop lollipop
Oh lolli lolli lolli
Lollipop lollipop.....

I need to look at Greenery...


My eyes are...

I have been staring @ the computer since morning and making fone calls since then til 1635hrs...
I finally settled on 1 project! now I'm waiting for "verdicts" to come for my other projects... I'm alittle starting to stress out as I'm worried I won't be able to handle the projects.
A fact @ the office.
Everyone here thinks on their feet and can come up with a solution @ a snap of their fingers. Call it experience, but to me, they really are pretty smart. They are able to come up with problems that might occur and situations that will likely happen. That totally amazes me! All along I juz tot that as long as you come up will a plan on how to lauch the project then thats that. But after nearly 3 months here, I realise we nt only hav to come up w a plan. We have to tink of all the possible problems that may occur and the back up plans for all the problems.

Man! My brain suck!

Nowadays, I'm going out of hand... It seems that I can't handle my emotions @ a normal level. I'm starting to react in eXtreme manners...
I get Irritated the moment I have to repeat myself. I Scream at pple when keep calling my name but dun say what they want! I get Angry when pple keep repeating Questions. I get Frustrated when pple keep having to tell me something they have alr said a million times! I get Depress when I look at my fat face and hideous body. I get Upset when no one wants to bother about me. I get Worried just tinking about the shortage in my Gingotts account. I get Bored when I dun hav anything to do for 5 minutes. I go Mad when I'm stuck at my desk with nothing to do for 6 minutes. I go Crazy over looking @ pictures of All my eye Candies.

I'm Emotionally Handicapped. Pls do take note. I'm on the path to being A Lunatic soon. I tink I'm starting to be very Needy and Whiny and Angsty.
Pple who associates with me need to pardon me.

I tink I need a Haircut...

I was relaxing myself when I came across....


Boys in UNIFORM... WOOooooo......

So cute Rite!!!! Found it while juz browsing on the web and accidentally got into this person's blog. Lucky!

Anw, had lunch with Jess earlier on and she suddenly told me that she really think that I grew fatter. She stated that I look Malnutrition and black last time and now.... Snowball???


The Malnutrition Kid


The Snowball...

This is Upsetting...


Beauties of my Company....

Juz attended a Wedding of 1 of my colleague Joanne. Everyone look so good thr...



Now for a Random News....
I was serving the net and I found this news...

Animals at Singapore Zoo benefit from enrichment programme

I tot it sounded interesting so read on...

SINGAPORE: Elephants and orang utans are among the animals getting a mental lift at the Singapore Zoo.
The keepers at the zoo are running a programme to help the animals stay sharp and experience situations that they would in the wild.

I tot that was good... Then reading on....

Polar bears Sheba and Inuka are residents at Singapore Zoo, but life can get a bit boring in their small enclosure, so keepers have been feeding the bears food in blocks of ice, so they've got to use their wits to break the ice and get at the food.
For the orang utans, the keepers have designed a task for them to get fruit out of a box.
The apes have to push the fruit through a tunnel to the other side before they get their reward.
For the elephants, life is a little different. When the elephants are idle, the keepers say they can begin to show neurotic behaviour like shaking their heads and bodies.
To combat this, the keepers get the elephants to play games, such as knocking a barrel filled with fruit until the fruit comes out, or blowing fruit out of a tree trunk.

The report lastly states that this will keep the animals happy... Erm... I hope the polar bears dun break their teeth, the Orang Utans dun get their hands stuck and the elephants dun hit themselves with the barrels.

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I'm Super upset with my Clique... We were all Suppose to go to Taiwan for a 21st B'dae trip. But now all of them backed out. Giving all kinds of reasons and excuses to make it seem that them ain't at fault. I'm totally irritated with their actions. Its always " Hey! Let's do this!" or " Hey! Let's all do That!" then at the last min coming up with all kind of absurb Excuses. Then pushing the blame on anyone or anything. If you can't do it then jolly well dun make promises!

Then all of us have agreed that we all want to keep our Frenship and so we hook our pinkies and promise to try to mit up as much as our time would allow. We are suppose to call each other out as and when we can, but it seems like only Wendy, Xian and I are doing it. And ALL we get are, " Sorry, I'm busy", " I already make plans, you should hav say earlier" , " I gng out with him", " I have to stay home".
I didnt noe 24hrs wasn't enough. How are we suppose to noe how long in advance we are suppose to make an appt w them?! Didnt realise we are last on the list and miting ur bfs are essential to living. Staying home is such a "good" excuse.
We took the effort to mit, to call, to make arrangements. If we are just pple use to fill up empty slots then say so.
We are tired and disappointed. If this is the way to keep a Frenship gng on, then I wish them luck.

I was out with Fish yesterdae and I saw this really nice pix of HyeSung on her fone!!! So cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



La La Laa.... Dreaming of....

I was Thinking... Which Guys look better?

Japanese?



Koreans ?





Ahhh!!!! I can't choose!!!! They all look too good!

Wooo..... I gotta to show tis! Its so cute!


Featuring M...

Hahaa! Fish, remember... " I'm gona start being cute from now..." Hahaa!

Was reading the paper yesterdae, and was reading the entertainment section when i came across a article on Akanishi Jin...



He's the guy acting in "My teacher is A Gangster 2 ". Apparantly he's been one of the biggest scandal news icon in Japan tis daes. He's from the band KatTun. He's said to be link to different gals, rumoured to hav a kid, always turn up late for work and hard to handle. Hmmm... duno if he really is such a snob but its quite sad to be a target of the media.

Actually in "My teacher is A Gangster 2 ", I prefer tis 2nd male lead...



Kamenashi Kazuya. He's also a member from KatTun but he have a quieter front compared to Jin. I prefer his character in the show mre anw. Hahaa!



They look alike huh?....

Today I was having lunch w my colleague Adele. Super Piss w the StUpiD INDIAN man!!! We were having Nasi Brayni thr and I ask him for extra gravy. He did the usual indian head shake* side to side* and said okie. The moment he turn arnd, he completely forget abt it. I had to get another lady to get it for me! I tot i had a Very Short Term Memory, apparantly he left his brain @ home! and I'm not being racist against Indians but I'm definately fed-up with tis particular 1. Its not the first time he left his brain @ Home. The past few times we were there, he always have to forget something. Irritating Shit!

I was juz toking to my colleague and he was telling me some very funi incidents he encountered w Indians. My colleague used to work in the entertainment industry. He was involve in bringing in mascots.

Incident 1
He had a mascot brought in. A ostrich w a man riding on it. Its actually a man on stilts in a costume. An indian came over and said,
Indian: How much? I want a picture.
Colleague: No need. You can take a picture.
Indian: You get down * to the man on stilts* , I want to ride.
Man on stilts: No no, cannot ride, wild.

Incident 2
He had another mascot brought in. This time it was a big bird holding a cage w a man in the cage. Actually a man in a costume.
Indian: Take picture.
Colleague: Yes, you can take picture.
Indian: Hey you get out* to the man in costume*. My daughter go in to take picture.

Incident 3
As usual a mascot was brought in. This time the man was in a costume as a man walking with his hands. The costume was big, so the mascot look like a giant.
Indian walk towards the mascot...
Bends down...
Wave...
Indian: Hello! stand up, stand up. I want to take photo w you!

Hahaa! OMG! Juz for laughs!

I read Fish Blog... and I have to say I have a very strong notion to burst out crying after reading her latest entry.

Thou I knew it long ago that she will be leaving soon, I juz can't bring myself to face it that its really is coming.

And from her entry, I know she is more than ready to embrace her new life...I noe departure is part and puzzle of life but when there is no timeline and no clue, it juz seem too harsh. I really duno how i can bear to not have her arnd.

A Letter dedicated to A Fren, A Mentor, A Listener, A Piece of my Life...



Started out as Strangers, spoken like a Fren.
Life is ever changing, times together were such a Bang.



With time, we grew closer. Smiles and laughter. Pain and sadness. At times we quarrelled, at times we part for moments but we never forget to give each other a hand whenever its needed. I would say I knew I could have ur shoulder to cry on and a back to carry me when i need it. You were there when I was upset and down and I can't thank you enough for all of that.



You are the best Listener I ever had. A lady through and through. You would always sit there quiet and let me rant my complaints. You were always willing to listen even if you were feeling like a dread. You never turn anyone away even if it added to your stress. You were just a Listener who took away my pain. And I love you for that.



We had trips together and lots of fun. You are always the one that could make me smile.

You were like my Mentor who taught me of Life. Of the simple happiness, of the achievement we should have, of the connections of pple, of the sensitivities of pple at times. We were direct pple and you never fail to teach me, that even if we love someone, leaving maybe the best.
You scolded me many times and it hurts alot. But thinking back on it, I realise I learn. I learn to accept, I learn to aim, I learn to see... I have no way of thanking you for the many lessons you taught me, only to try to always apply them went in need.



As we all got jobs, times were short. we could not have many memories taken and store. You were flying and busy with work. You had a goal to achieve and I just had to make do with time you had left. Your time were never enough cos everyone wanted a piece of you. I am thankful that whenever I needed a Fren, you would be there. Thou we may be lost for words, and you feel uncomfortable. I tot I was happy to juz sit around you to hear of ur many dreams. You were inspirational and true a person.



You introduce me to many things. I was never disappointed. The food, the face mask, the places and the Band.



Thou we known each other for only a mere 3 years but You really became part of my Life. Someone to talk to, to laugh with, to watch TV, to sing KTV, to club, to take pix with, to eat with, to drink with and juz being there as a Fren.



Time isn't waiting and so we all know. I want more memories before Fish leaves.
If You are free, let's go out. Let's go to the beach, to sing K, to eat teochew mui, take lots of pixs! Let's go every part of Singapore!


I LOVE THis LADY the MoSt!

Once in A Life Time, Fly to The Stars...

Sandra
1985

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