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The more I see you,the more I want you.Somehow this feeling just grows and grows.With every sigh I become more mad about you, more lost without you, and so it goes.Can you imagine how much I'll love you the more I see you as years go by? I know the only one for me can only be you.My arms won't free you...My heart won't try."
These days songs kept going through my mind. Mostly songs that reflect love and waiting. Mistakes and hurt. I'm falling in love with Micheal Buble, as you can see. His voice soothes me. I love ' Quando, Quando , Quando ' the duet version with Nelly futardo. " Tell me when will U be mine? " Questions and confessions. the other sentence that goes through my head is " There's a Danger in Loving somebody toomuch. And its sad when You know its your Heart you can't Trust. " It seems like I'm in a dilemma.It seems I'm always caught in the middle of almost anything. Indecisive. I presume. Decisions? Maybe I'll never be able to make a perfect decision when it comes to matters that thugs my heart strings. Oh well... Love me... Love everything about me...
These days everyone seem so hectic, so busy, so Uncontactable. Its starting to get real lonely...
Lucky I manage to meet up w my musketteers, Donkey and Printer.We went Printer's wrk place. Its been a real long time since we came out as a trio. Took loads of pixs! Our Favorite sport!
I realise I'm always involve in trios... If U know wat I mean. All my cliques usually comes in 3s. HL n Jess n Me. Fang n KX n Me. Phine n Ms Bao n the occasional Me. Maine n Jia Hui n squeezy Me. HL n Simone n Me. Adidi n Samuel n Me. Limin n Lixian n Me. Jocelyn n Jessica n Me
It seems I'm always playing a Role unconnected to the others in the group.To say, I never felt being so left out before.
I realise I want to get a camera. I realise its really one of the greatest inventions. It captures moments in time. Happy or Sad, Pretty or Ugly, Past or Present. everything will freeze in tht moment the button is pressed.
I realise I've missed out on so many moments of my life. I wana capture them and then put them into a book full of memories w notes of every pix and lock it up. When I'm old and my mind is failing me and when I no longer can recognise anyone, I'll look at it.
Been real stress out at wrk tht my hair is seriously falling out. Its so bad tht even I'm scared to touch my hair now. I'm afraid one day when I sweep my hand thru my hair a whole patch wld just fall out. Hmmm...sounds like some horror movie. Can you imagine me without hair. I think I can pass off as a light bulb.*tink!*
I'm quite happy writing this entry as I finally gt to see Jess online! She's still great. I miss her company so much! asked her abt things and realise I can't send her mooncake cos the US wldnt pass it. So sad... I wld tot I wanted to still let her feel the festive season of it.I even bought 1 box of mooncakes specially for her apart from the other I bought specially too.
Okie... So now I have to eat all the mooncakes and grow fat.
Watched the 1st epi of the ch 5 new reality show called ' villa wellness ' I tell you the creators are pure horrid! They make the contestants so upset. Can't even talk to ppl they love. Does tht really act as a motivation to lose weight? It doesn't seem effective to me.
Did I mention my sis's bf is back. Now finally she can stop w her annoying PMSings and be less at home. Leave me in peace. Thanks the great one above!
Cindy... U alrite now? Dun lose faith. Just take care of urself and watch wat you eat. U'll be fine. Ppl dun die tht easily you know.
Just do wat you think is rite. if Michelle even criterise you agn or tok behind ur back about you or put you dwn, go tell her Sandra said she's ugly. Hmph! * bleah*
Dun let her bring you dwn. stay happy olrite.
I'm real tire now... Sleepy... Had a long day. Before I 4get. " Donkey, pls study hard and stop amusing urself w gals ya! they make you seem stupid. Hee! " I'm so gona miss Jess! I miss U too! " Sunshine in my window, thats wat U are, My shining Star. "
