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' Whenever I went in my life, I met people wanting to gobble up something new. Gobble up a new car. Gobble up a new piece of property. Gobble up the latest toy. And then they wanted to tell you about it. ' Guess what I got? Guess what I got? '' You know how I interpreted that? These were people so hungry for love that they were accepting substitutes. They were embracing material things and expecting a sort of a hug back. But it never works. You can't substitute material things for love or for gentleness or for tenderness or for a sense of comaradeship.
' Money is not a substitute for tenderness, and power is not a substitute for tenderness. I can tell you, as I'm sitting here dying, when you most need it, neither money nor power will give you the feeling you're looking for, no matter how much of them you have. ' "
Do you understand what Morrie is saying? I do... Being working and working and I'm really tired and worn out that I'm so feeling low.
Have friends around to talk to me and go out together but I'm still constantly feeling easily upset and irritated. Know I'm quite a bitch these days...
Did stewarding at Bevi ytd. My arms are still aching til now. Think I pulled a muscle.
Did stewarding for a continuous of 4 hrs... Felt like I'm gona fall apart but I still had to keep going on cos it was my job. Found out that some food that can look really nice can be very repulsive. Yuck!
After the battlement, I obtained a total of $ broken nails, 2 cuts that are itching like anything and a whole aching body.
Got tauted and scolded for being slow at the washing. But I wana say Thanks to Maine, Jia Hui and Eloise for helping me out. Maine even help me get back at the bully who scolded me. Really glad I had them there to help me out. And Jia Hui did a real delicious sandwich for me which Swiss cheese, tomatoes and cucumbers. If only I could eat it while it was still hot. But well, it was good nonetheless.Eloise is a super funi character. I tot she looked liked a spider when she is bending trying to look under the fridge. Which all the long legs and arms dangling...Eek! She's cute in her way I guess. She's such a sissy bung... But she does remind me of a certain someone... Anw, met another sissy bung too. Celeste. Cin's fren. The world is juz so small. She actually knows Weilin! they were lik buddies in AJ. She knows Ms Bao too! Interesting character.Today was a real bad day... Woke up feeling like hell cos arms were aching and it was killing me. Then had to rush to work. Then had to rush my work, then had to rush for interview. The stupid place took me 45mins to walk to. Then the interviwer left... so I made a waste trip. then it rained so I got drenched...These days heard a few good songs... Still in love with Jay's ' Yi Lu Xiang Bei ' , Jolin's ' Tian Kong ' and Bow Wow's ' Let Me Hold You ' . Then now there's this new song by Shi Kang Jun and Shin. Its a real sad song on a love triangle. I like the lyrics... anyone find n send me?
Feeling moody these days... and I think it will go on for awhile...
