Thursday, May 26, 2005

" One day, a girl prayed to god and prayed to be able to meet the man of her life. God answered to her prayers and asked what qualities she wanted in the partner she wants. The girl replied, ' I want someone who is loving, caring, sweet, smart, generous, humourous and sensitive. ' God then replied her, ' My dear, I can not give you a person who has all this qualities because it is not fair. For my dear, you are not always loving, you sometimes fail to care, you may not always be sweet, you may not always be smart in ways, you are sometimes selfish, you do not always carry a great sense of humour and you can be insensiitve at times. Hence, I cannot give you the perfect partner you are looking for as you are not perfect. I can only give you someone like you, not always perfect but who can with time, grow to be the perfect person you have been looking for. With time, you will too grow with the person. You will both learn from each other and grow together. Yoo will both learn to commit to each other, and be there for each other.' "

This will then lead to marriage and how a marriage should be. I heard this on Perfect 10 last nite... and i tot its really lovely. For there is no such thing as a perfect person. The person is perfect only because you love the person.

Its been days since i last wrote what i felt and what i've been doing....
Juz went to Wing's 21st b'dae celebration. Ytd. It was well.... very grand. It really shows how likable she is, and how very sociable. Amazing at the amt of ppl tat came... close to a 100? is there?
Been feeling a little irritated with everything... ppl, things, problems and words......
Being feeling terribly lonely these daes, empty feeling, the longing for a warm hug to assure tat everything is okie. Pressing issues on getting a job is really making me upset. Ppl never seem to stop on that. Well, can't blame them for being caring can I ? Been looking through the papers already. Then its always the 'money issue' that can never be solve unless I get a job!
Been feeling like a GIGANTIC light bulb these days cause everyone around me seem to be getting in pairs. Everyone seem to be xtra loving. Its great to see frens all blissful and well... in love but it can get terribly lonely. Suddenly no one seem to have the time for me anymore. It also seem to get more difficult to get along with ppl. Cos im starting to fear and feel irritated by them. Maybe i'm the one thats difficult to get along. Je Ne Sais Pas?

Charmaine's b'dae is comin. Its tis Saturday!!! I hope its gona Fun Fun Fun!!! But there seem to be alot of probs with the travelling and the transporting and the ppl. Maine been kinda stressed up with this. It seem like her timing is so unfavorable. Difficult to get ppl. Hopefully her fren can help.
Heard that her presents r all lik yummy! Crumpler bag, Levis jeans, Vouchers, Brikenstock, Converse shoes. Do you tink she will let me have some of it? hee!
I hope i dun have to socialize much cos i'm not exactly a social butterfly.... and pls dun rain! cos rain = indoor = cramp = boring = I see you, you see me = nothing to do = all you can do is slp. Erm.... tink muz do a ritual to stop the rain! Hahaa!
Anw, juz hope the whole thing goes well and it will be something to remember.

These days the weather is like a woman. Flickle- minded. 1st its a sunny day, then it starts to make you wet in the armpits, then it starts to pour with wind that can make your umbrella look like a woman's skirt being flip over. Then it stops suddenly, and when you tot its safe to go out, it makes you look like a chicken tat juz fall into the water. Whats with it!

I'm growing fatter! n i'm so motivate to do something abt it. I've been trying to find khakis to accompany me to go jogging or swimming or tanning or do something!!!! But well, don't tink I'm quite the convincer ( is there such a word? ) No one seem to be free to do such things with me. Hmmm... I better start fast b4 I can't control anymore! Any volunteer? Hee!

Yes, I terribly miss you alot. Been wondering if you ever start missing me. And then I start thinking and then I start trying not to think and then I start telling myself everything is alrite. I'm like the weather!
Listening to the radio these days don't help. Hmmm.... ' we belong together' keeps coming on then ' Jie Tuo' then tis song that goes ' take my picture off the wall if it wont sing for you...' . (*_*")

Alrite! Stop! I tink I better go read a book... Too da Loo!

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