这是我们 第一次 知道 ,什么叫做痛彻心扉,我的世界没有罪恶,你的世界没有誓言.....
i finally manage to juz do little little changes to tis new blog site.... Hahaa! stupid!
Ask me if its suppose to be a new start? Nope its not.... its juz to make someone forget me.... to no longer noe wat i'm doin or feeling.... i believe the person will feel better.
I'm so irritated with my computer!!!! CMI!!!! i hate anything to do with comps in fact... the stupid html is driving me crAzY! i tink i seriously nid help (-_-").....
Have been tokin to tiff on the fone juz now... She was kinda disappointed coz she failed her TP again.... I so hope she pass.... i believe she will make it 1 day. I'm pinning hopes on her to pass.
Tis days i found out that a fren of my is heart-broken as well... Her gf broke off with her, n the reason given was that there was my fren was broke as she is currently jobless. My fren was very hurt cos she really love the gal alot....
After so long, it still came to tis... they knew they had to end it anyway but guess tis was a big blow for my fren. Have been accompanying her yesterday. Knew she needed to be out, cos being alone only makes 1 tink of more...
Now the only thing she can do is to look for a job and work hard at it... She can only tell herself that the gal left her cos she no longer love her. " You use to be an Angel, but now a Devil"
I do believe the gal is hurting too... but she has and noe how she wants to live her life... n no one and nothing can stop her. She faces the reality of her life, and choose to never be weak.
I truely admire her for being able to give up something so dear and try to get to the aim she wants.
I'm feeling fine.... so dun ever tell me that i'm not alrite cos it will only make me feel sad. Stop with the " R u okie?" , " dun be sad..", y do ppl hav to constantly remind me of the hurt that i'm in? Don't do that. If ever i needed a shoulder, i will go all out to find a shoulder.
I appreciate care n concern, but guess i dun want to always be remind of the pain that my heart feels... i hope as frens you all should understand.
