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How ironic that in order to gain something you had to give something up..... and that even in the revered realm of love it was no different. As if a relationship required sacrificing something, some part of yourself, in order to truly mean anything. "
Does sacrificing some part of yourself for a love you treasure really allows you to hav a love that guarantee ' ever after' ?
Y do one have to sacrifice being yourself juz to love someone? Isn't it the original you that the person loves in the first place? I totally dun get it.....
And when one changes, and the person leaves giving you the reason you have changed. Then wat is to be done now? the person choose to irresponsibly leaves you behind, choose to be selfish. Where do one stand now? Where do one go from here? How do one even find back the very ownself? Who is going to help you along?
Is it really worth changing so much for the person you love?
Yesterday i woke up at 1! OMG! I was suppose to wrk at 2! so as usual...i'm late... my boss almost killed me... cos i had to leave at 6 to go meet my fren ( Ah Shan) to take my IPP cert. then had to meet Serene and Jess at 6+ so we could go watch a play together.
So my boss threw so much work at me... then ask me clear out his cupboards and drawers and clean his awards and clean his desk! Tink i Ah Sam izzit!!!! so irritatin! make me work til 630 then still scold me sayin that i'm so late then have to leave so early, sayin i shd come earlier! I shd so kill myself! If its not for the $$ i would juz screamed *#%?$&*%# at him!
So i only could leave at 630!
stupid! then rush all the way down to Raffles city.... panic lik shit! then u noe wat? My fren cant make it and forgot to tell me!!!!! I'm so gona faint lah! So no choice then ask if Serene reach alr... then she was still stuck in a jam on the bus... haiz... so Jess was gona b late so wat am i to do? Walk arnd as usual.....
They both came abt 735.... hahaa! met in the toilet, then Jess was kinda hungry that she didnt really wana go for the play... bt gt persuaded by me. hahaa! so since all 3 of us were hungry, we went to get ya kun bread! Hahaa!!!!!
So off to the play we went......
The Play Was called " It Takes Two" by Hossan Leong and Selena Tan. How i got the tics? Charmaine Huang! hahaa!! apparantly she asked so many of us to go then in the end she not goin! * eyes open big big* She watch b4 alr..... we got free complimentary tics to watch cos Jean tis cool gal from Biviamo is the stage manager for the production!!! * eyes poppin out* Tats lik so super cool! I oso wan!!! can go act super cook w her to get in? hahaa!
Anw, its really super, extraordinary funny cos both comedians could juz make a joke out of anything and everything! From partnership to marriage to casino! Everything could be a joke. I'm so amazed by how they manage to bring out the whole stand-up. The value- added to the fun was the singing! they both could really serenade.... selena Tan's voice was fabulous! it was so strong. * jaw dropped open* Hossan was so cute playin the piano n singing! I so had something for guys that can play the piano! hahaa! Too bad he's a sista!
I would say i really wouldn't mind watching it again! n if u wana relieve stress or juz wana losen up or juz make urself hapi, go watch it! Its fantastic! its really good! * stand no stop mouth*
After all tat, we 3 gals went to Newton! hahaa! the usual spot. 38 as usual we tok abt all sort of things.... gossipy bt well its a women thing. Guys do too! * stick out my tongue n draw a cross over it* Well, so chat n chat we went on n on...
Oh! here i wana say.... CONGRATULATIONS JESSICA PEH SHI HUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aft all the pain n tears, and sad moments... u finally made it to be w the Grizzy Bear! Hahaa!!! * clap your hands* How do u feel? Up in the sky? hahaa! Smile!
Okie! so now almost 99.99998 % of all my frens r lik twins! * stick lik glue to their partners*
Well.... at least my frens r in the spring mood! Hapi!
Fish! hear of ur un fortunate events at work... Hmm... jia you okie! Pretty gal can make it!
Can u stop making me psychotic! 1 moment u keep looking for me, the next when i decide to juz give u a small msg, u stop bothering! Stupid! Stop making me feel tat i'm constantly on my toes! I need to rest....
