I was contemplating on the phone and I was given a big push.. yup! I got a new phone now...

I got another push to get it a pink cover...

Its the time of the year to share all the love and joy. Its the time to spend quality time with all your love ones... I want all my friends to be able to laugh like this... Thats my wish to GOD...

I wonder if its because every one is working and we are all growing wiser and yes older...We are not so concern with meeting up to celebrate all important occasions, as long as frens takes the effort to meet for some quality time.

Life is no longer only about passing that exam, who is that cute person that you hold a touch for from the next class or friends alwaes come first no matter if the sky id falling or the earth is sinking...

I definately missed the laughter and the silly things we all did... the genuinely happiness from the bottom of your heart feeling.
To be able to relive those daes will be Great but never would I want to alwaes only remain in that phase in life.

Every one needs to grow up...
To alwaes have a friend beside you to let you know, " I will walk beside you." It is all that will be needed.

To ALL my Lovely Frens:
Though I suck at keeping in touch and I act like I don't care...
I'm truely thankful I met every one of you. Thank you for bringing so much joy, showering me with love when I needed it the most and givnig me a peace to know I can alwaes count on you when I need a hand to put me up when I fall.

Merry Christmas!
언제나 비가와도 칠흙같이 캄캄한 어둠이 와도
그대 곁에서 기다릴께 Nothing better than that

Juz finish reading Cin's blog and realise how calm she is being about this whole matter after just a mere 3 days.

Seriously, though I'm not as affected since I really am slightly in my own world and I did not receive the nasty treatment head on... but I know in my mind I made a new decision... the person will no longer be in my list.

All these time... I have watch many come and go without much regret but this time I saw a different reaction. A very strong feeling to hold on, to work for the whole thing yet the results were worse than average.
Yet it is because I see such a persistent act, I held this person in high esteem.

Now... I no longer view this person even as leveled.

Sometimes I may sound like I'm complaining... Its just a way for me to release my stress.

Todae went through a taxing situation... only to realise it was because I'm not well learned enough and do not have enough knowledge hence losing confidence which result in being "Bullied".
Well, its a lesson learned and lesson I will remember.

Why did God give us a mind?
So we can have our own thoughts. To differentiate between what is right and what is wrong in our own mind.
Why did God create emotions?
So we will be able to feel the world that he created. Enabling us to experience different emotions, creating different memories.
Why did God give us a mouth?
So we can say what we think. Allow ourselves to express what is needed.

God gave these to us but God did not warn us the harm these items can cause.

Having a mind of our own is a good thing, yet there must be the discretion to know when to say certain things and when it will cause more harm than good.
If you have a mind and yet never bother to broaden it, only believing in what you see then it will only cause your own embarrassment. For people will think you shallow, petty and gullible.
God gave us a mind to help us. To be able to sit down and think what is the issue and what would be the best way to help.
If we are unable to think clearly, then slow down.. take your time, for a mistake may put you in bad light.

Emotions... People always say, " Do not let your emotions rule you.. " . Sometimes we get so blinded by our emotions that we do not use our mind. We do not think.
When emotions are strong, we tend to forget our surroundings and only see what we are believe from our emotions. Yet the fact that we are blinded by the strong emotion is not recognise.
When strong emotions surface, we tend to do absurd things like saying words that have been hidden deep in the heart.

Words said, words seen, WORDS... they are a way of expressing one's mind and one's emotion yet when use inappropriately can cause much pain.
Everyone gets to choose the words they use.

God given that liberty to each and every living being to have the right to speak their minds with the emotions they have and make it into words. Yet many foolish souls would not use their mind, allow their emotions to rule them and use unsophisticated words to express themselves. Making them look all the more silly.

Damages done will be done. The trust and respect gained will be long forgotten. It will take so much more time to gain it back.
If you are one who bothers how others look at you then be doomed for you would be view in another light.
It always takes longer to change an impression formed then no impression at all.

As the saying goes... " Mistakes fail in their mission of helping the person who blames them on the other fellow."

There are some things in life that are irreplaceable...

I learn today that there are times when your life gets so fogged up you miss the smallest details in life. Yet this are the things that help put you where you are.
Today I celebrated my granny's bday. Its alwaes the usually catering at the small 3 room flat in Toa Payoh where I grew up years back.

Today my granny said " I almost couldn't recognise you. " It sudden woke me up hard to realise that I used to go over weekly and yet now I only see my grandparents during occasions. I suddenly realise how much my granny had aged and that my granddi seem to be fussy more over her. It shocked me to know how much precious time I missed out on 2 very special people in my life. I suddenly felt so bad at not having to put some time aside for them and how unimportant I made them in my life when they are the very ones that taught me what values in life means. The ones that go through all the trouble just to make me feel like a Queen.

I feel so terrible. I gave them up for people who fail to appreciate the time I sacrifice in order to be there. I gave it up to people who slot me in time slots and when time is up, I'm on my own. This is stupid of me.
I never want to be someone who fill up a timeslot and give on people who alwaes give up all the time in the world just to have me around.

Sometimes you never know how important a person is until the person is no longer available. I really miss Adidi and Wendy, in fact I miss my clique... I miss being able to just be able to talk to them with just a call or just a simple sms. I miss " Just be yourself, we like that best. "

I missed the times where we would just celebrate each and every one of our bdae by puttin in that extra effort to thing of fun things like cupcakes = Bdae cake, after dinner = hang out and tok to your heart's content, fun = doing silly things...

Sandra
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